In the event that everything should go terribly wrongWednesday, May 16, 20075:05PM - huhmphThere are so many ways how this day went wrong. Current mood: Current music: Tera Melos Friday, April 27, 20072:46PMThings are so crazy. Current mood: Current music: Brand New Tuesday, April 10, 20073:36PM - RecollectionI just spent 20 minutes reading all of my past entries. I came to the realization that i miss writing on her. Even if my entries were brief, they were a way i could say what i felt and leave them behind and let them do their thing on here. After posting, i'd always feel better. Why haven't i been writing? Who knows, but that is about to change. Current mood: Pensive. Current music: Say Anything Monday, October 2, 20069:38PMPeople don't want their lives fixed. Current mood: Current music: Turin Brakes Sunday, July 16, 2006Tuesday, June 27, 200611:01PMI need to diet. Current mood: Current music: Muse- black holes and revelations. Wednesday, June 14, 200611:13AM - A nice book over coffee.It was strangely nice, yesterday, to just chill at hastings while jessica was working and just read and drink the excellent coffee Jessica whipped up for me.
Jessica got me a book that i'm extremely excited to start reading. (after i finish the one i'm on now) I left there after 4 hours of chilling. I stepped out of the store into the "tornado warning" wind and drove home listening to Sufjan Stevens. I felt completely happy, like nothing could bother me or change my mood. The mood lasted until i got to work, where people reminded me why i hate them. The hail was amazing. I loved it. I found myself dissapointed when the storm settled down. At work, Chance drove me around the parking lot going way to fast and spinning cookies (in his crazy ass car). I was scared, but it was badass anyway. Current music: AFI-Decemberundergroud 2006 Friday, June 2, 200611:04PM - Well shoot.I don't even know where to begin.
So much has happened. Good &bad. I feel like restarting my life. But that is one thing i won't ever get to do. I love Jessica right now, i don't know what i'd do without her. I miss some people &want most to get away from me. I can't stand most people my age. Damn growing up too fast. Current mood: Chill. Current music: Copeland |
