In the event that everything should go terribly wrong

huhmph

Thu, 17 May 2007 00:06:36 GMT

There are so many ways how this day went wrong.

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 21:48:07 GMT

Things are so crazy.

In both good and bad ways.

shiiit man.

Recollection

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 22:44:33 GMT

I just spent 20 minutes reading all of my past entries. I came to the realization that i miss writing on her. Even if my entries were brief, they were a way i could say what i felt and leave them behind and let them do their thing on here. After posting, i'd always feel better. Why haven't i been writing? Who knows, but that is about to change.

Most recently, all of my entries have been private or friends only due to the fact that unwanted people were giving me unwanted comments. I'm leaving this on open for all, and if you feel the need to continue to read my shit, get an account, become my friend and don't leave me stupid shit.

<3

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 03:47:38 GMT

People don't want their lives fixed.
Nobody wants their problems solved.
Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messed cleaned up.
Because what would they have left?

Just the big scary unknown.

welp.

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 20:02:44 GMT

welp, moving again.

nothing new.

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 05:02:50 GMT

I need to diet.

I need to work on my self control.

I have none.

A nice book over coffee.

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 17:21:13 GMT

It was strangely nice, yesterday, to just chill at hastings while jessica was working and just read and drink the excellent coffee Jessica whipped up for me.

Jessica got me a book that i'm extremely excited to start reading.
(after i finish the one i'm on now)

I left there after 4 hours of chilling.
I stepped out of the store into the "tornado warning" wind and drove home listening to Sufjan Stevens.
I felt completely happy, like nothing could bother me or change my mood.
The mood lasted until i got to work, where people reminded me why i hate them.

The hail was amazing. I loved it. I found myself dissapointed when the storm settled down.

At work, Chance drove me around the parking lot going way to fast and spinning cookies (in his crazy ass car).
I was scared, but it was badass anyway.

Well shoot.

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 05:07:16 GMT

I don't even know where to begin.
So much has happened.
Good &bad.

I feel like restarting my life.
But that is one thing i won't ever get to do.
I love Jessica right now, i don't know what i'd do without her.

I miss some people &want most to get away from me.
I can't stand most people my age.
Damn growing up too fast.